Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Ascetic Musicians

Part of the post was to look up words we didn't know. One of the words I looked up was definitely encompassing to my main hobby as well as my future career. The word? Ascetic. The meaning?
A person who dedicates his or her life to a pursuit of contemplative ideals and practices extreme self-denial or self-mortification for religious reasons. While my meaning isn't strictly religious, it got me thinking about other than this aspect, much of my life could be considered ascetic.

I joined winter drumline as a sophomore in high school, with much prodding from my father. I played the cello, and they needed a bass guitar player (something that is easily transferable), and so I joined. I immediately loved the military-like atmosphere, the long hours perfecting our art, and the performances that stole away every weekend since between the months of October and April. I have been asked several times by many different people why I do this activity. My honest answer? I have no idea. After high school, I wanted to continue this hobby, so I joined Minnesota Brass Drum and Bugle Corps, whose season lasts from January to September, and Minnesota Brass Indoor, a winter ensemble whose season lasts between November and mid-April. At one point, when the seasons overlap, I have rehearsals and shows that last anywhere from 4 hours to 12 hours, 3 to 4 days a week. It sounds crazy right? For a musician, I believe that this is a dedication to a pursuit of contemplative ideals, which includes a lot of self-denial. Our members have to miss "normal" life activities in order to be a part of this organization. Not to mention, summer costs $450 just to march, winter is $800. This portion makes it so that members can't really even afford to do anything else. I see the Protestant work ethic written all over this activity: having a strong work ethic and willingness to devote oneself to their calling. I never really thought of this activity being capitalist, as my understanding was that capitalism strove to make as much monetary income as possible, but Weber describes it somewhat differently, "
Capitalism may even be identical with the restraint, or at least a rational tempering, of this irrational impulse. But capitalism is identical with the restraint, or at least a rational tempering, of this irrational impulse." (p. 17)
At the end of the day, I'm ok with this because I'm doing what I love. I'll never make a lot of money doing it, but it is an activity that forces a strong work ethic.

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